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As of June 18th I will be officially finished with highschool.  For life.  It's ridiculous because I feel like I am still that crazy little kid that would climb trees and pretend to be an Indian every day... But I'm not going to be all nostalgic about my previous life, for although it was grand, there are even more amazing things awaiting for me.  So rather than pining for what was, I will ecstatically look forward to what is coming, in the very near future.  :D Exams have begun and I had my first one today which was not actually an exam, for it was for my PAL class and it was only a test of our physical fitness and to see how it has progress

"tomorrow, tomorrow, i'll be old tomorrow, its only a day awaaayyy" yeah thats right.  only a few more hours of 17 left.  and it is sad because i liked this age.  now people will ask me how old i am and it will be worse because 17 is kind of an age where you're allowed to be stupid and act like a retard, but 18...i don't know something about it sounds veritably ancient.  lol. *sigh* oh well, i'll be 17 and 366 days.  :D  and so on...until i decide that its time to accept the fact that i'm 18.  haha. love.peace.joy.

The world may fall apart around me, but you know what?  I'm still going to be happy.  :D I'm tired of 'going with the flow' and allowing everything that happens around me to affect me in a negative way.  I'm tired of having little tiny things bother me so deeply, so today was the beginning of a new era for me. And although I still had my moments of letting things bother me, it was so much better to be happy, and back to my laid back old self.  I've missed it. The key is to step back and realign your direction and to find where you're headed in life and what is standing in your way, and then you rise and conquer.  Speaking of such things, (act